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I hope you find my writings interesting and inspirational. They are often filled with emotion because I write without many filters, and they are interwoven with my faith because I know no other way to live. May you find tidbits of information, a dash of humor, and much encouragement here. May this place be a sanctuary for your soul.

Having lived with chronic illnesses for many years, I have spent a great deal of time viewing the world from my living room window. Being homebound, I have created an important sanctuary for myself. On my sofa I have fluffy pillows and a warm wool comforter affectionately named, "Woolie" that keeps me warm in the fall and winter, or during Lyme and CFS crashes. In front of me is my coffee table that holds my writing materials, remotes, cordless phone, etc. There is a photo of our family, and a photo of our oldest son and his friends in their police uniforms, to remind me to pray for their safety. The lower shelf is overflowing with stacks of books, papers, my Bible, and articles I am reading at the moment. I have easy access to my TV, stereo, and cds, and I am only a short distance from the kitchen and bathroom. My recliner is close by with my laptop "Libby" right next to it. It is a good place to be.
There is a beautiful view into our backyard, where squirrels, rabbits, robins, cardinals, finches, morning doves, goldfinches, and sparrows gather. Quite often a deer or two will cut a path through our connecting yards for us to enjoy. Trees, flowers, and bushes brighten the landscape. I have watched this view change from season to season, and never tire of its beauty. Even though at times I get tired of living life mostly from my living room, how safe and cozy I feel in my sanctuary. I am blessed.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Saturday's Scribbles

It is early Saturday morning here and my husband is getting ready for his annual adventure, the one day a year he sets aside for himself. He will be making his yearly trek to Big Lake Rendezvous Days. It is only 45 minutes from here, so that is good. He has packed his gluten free snacks, water, and extra clothes, and will nap in the car when he needs to. Rain, snow, or windy weather does not get in the way of this day of fun for him. And today it is rainy and windy with a high of 50 degrees.

The Big Island Rendezvous Days is a historical reenactment of early America that has more than 1,ooo costumed participants, 300 tepees and lodges, and merchant traders selling their wares. Picture outdoor fires used for heat and to cook over, muzzle loading guns and shooting contests, traders, lots of live music, and foods such as smoked turkey legs, wild rice stew, buffalo burgers, and homemade root beer. Joel loves all the above and looks forward to this event every year!

I will be here at home snuggled in bed with my Woolie. Tuesday and Thursday my NAET practitioner treated me for several things and my body has responded big time with a lot of reactions. Don't know how long it will last, but I spent yesterday flat on the sofa, was too nauseated to eat supper, and slept 9 hours last night. Looking at the positive, the treatments are helping! Recently Dr. Jacob Teitelbaum, well known CFS/FM doctor and author, wrote an article on the benefits of NAET.

Last week I was sitting in my recliner and saw a reflection in our picture window. I walked up to the front door and saw 5 deer going down our street. Guess they had been to the river for a drink. Our LLMD cringes when I tell her about all the deer we have in our area. When I am outside, I stay mostly on the driveway or porch, and have walked in our grass only twice this whole summer! Joel is very careful too, and when he walks to the river, he stays on the paved path. We would love to live in the country but it would be a big risk for Joel and I to be reinfected ~ for me it would be the second reinfection and would be even more deadly according to our LLMD. Our dream of a small acreage is not very realistic in more ways than one.

We had a roller coaster ride this week with our ELCA Board of Pensions. Joel had applied for disability a month ago and they told him it would take a month to hear back. After not hearing from anyone, he called our congregation to ask if they had sent his check for sick and vacation days, and they said no, we cannot send you a check because the ELCA had terminated your employment with our congregation. No more job, no more salary. No one had informed him of the termination. We don't know yet if this means his letter of call is no longer valid. Hopefully we can find that out this coming week. Joel called the ELCA and they told him that Aetna, the insurance company, had just received his paperwork and they had up to a month to respond. Okay......so how do we pay all our bills and mortgage? One long night of prayer and the next morning, yes, the next morning Joel received a phone call from Aetna and they gave him a verbal approval for disability. Wow. We were thrilled to know it had been approved, and we were sad with the reality that Joel is now on disability. Who would have ever thought.......I have never even applied for disability. Nope. Never. I have not been able to work for 10 yrs but have had little medical documentation until I was diagnosed with Lyme, so I have not even tried.

Fall colors really warm my spirit. I like all the rusts, browns, and oranges that make up the landscape. The smells, sounds, and cooler temperatures bring it all together to make it my favorite season of the year. Even the squash, pumpkins and Indian corn make me smile!!!!

Still reading The Shack, and a couple of non-fiction books. Heading back to my Woolie for some reading time and maybe a good TV movie.

Until next time......

8 comments:

Joanne said...

Sounds cosy under your woolie.

It is feeling a bit chilly here in Surrey UK today.

It is good to get Joel's disability but also a sad time too.

I was retired early from the Civil Service on the grounds of my arthritis Lyme just didn't come into the equation but now am so much better. However only a few weeks before I am 60 and still not completely symptom free or off antibiotics.

Yes I shudder when i see deer and we have so many pheasants around where we live and only just read that research was done showing them to be competant hosts for Lyme Disease spyrochete. Guess there's my answer I thought it odd to have been bitten on two occassions.
Pesky Landowners with too much money and a desire to breed pheasants just for sport Ugh!

Renee said...

I did not know that about pheasants, Joanne. It makes sense. I know our LLMD asked us if we had oak trees and alot of acorns.. where Joel had gotten infected and I was reinfected....We did. If fact we called our home Acorn Abby....She said where there are acorns there are rodents, deer, etc. and there is then of course Lyme! We live in a different part of town with no oak trees but still plenty of deer.
I started out in 1984 with Lyme arthritis, but did not know it was connected to Lyme....in 91' I was told it was CFIDS so did not look for another answer for 16 more years...

Kara said...

Hi Renee, Great post! So glad Joel is up to venturing out and enjoying himself! Also happy he was approved for disability. Hope everything comes together quickly on the $$ side of life.
I'm going to look and see if I can find the article Dr. T wrote about NAET. Sad you are having such a big reaction to these treatments. Hopefully they will be a great benefit when your body realigns. I had a big reaction to my last one as well. It was for Rust -- it's a mold that grows on decaying leaves and goes very high when it rains. The treatment worked, though. My rust symptoms are gone!
Have a soothing and peaceful day under Woolie. Hugs, Kara

Jo said...

By the time I've left this comment I expect Joel will be back from his day of fun. I hope it was a good one.

Hopefully you'll be feeling better soon too. Hang in there.

Renee said...

Hi Kara
Things have finally improved today (monday) from the NAET so hoping it did alot of good. Another treatment today too...
Yes, it is good news about the disability....

Renee said...

Hi Jo
Joel did have a good time and is still catching up energy wise, BUT it was totally worth it. He had such fun.

daylily777 said...

Hi, you are embracing your life as it is & for that I applaud you. I can some what identify with as I have chronic health problems (Fibromyalgia &Irritable bowel syndrome) myself . You are an inspiration to me .. Thanks for stopping by and leaving the sweet comment.;~)
~Myrna Lee

Renee said...

Thanks for coming by, Myrna Lee!