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I hope you find my writings interesting and inspirational. They are often filled with emotion because I write without many filters, and they are interwoven with my faith because I know no other way to live. May you find tidbits of information, a dash of humor, and much encouragement here. May this place be a sanctuary for your soul.

Having lived with chronic illnesses for many years, I have spent a great deal of time viewing the world from my living room window. Being homebound, I have created an important sanctuary for myself. On my sofa I have fluffy pillows and a warm wool comforter affectionately named, "Woolie" that keeps me warm in the fall and winter, or during Lyme and CFS crashes. In front of me is my coffee table that holds my writing materials, remotes, cordless phone, etc. There is a photo of our family, and a photo of our oldest son and his friends in their police uniforms, to remind me to pray for their safety. The lower shelf is overflowing with stacks of books, papers, my Bible, and articles I am reading at the moment. I have easy access to my TV, stereo, and cds, and I am only a short distance from the kitchen and bathroom. My recliner is close by with my laptop "Libby" right next to it. It is a good place to be.
There is a beautiful view into our backyard, where squirrels, rabbits, robins, cardinals, finches, morning doves, goldfinches, and sparrows gather. Quite often a deer or two will cut a path through our connecting yards for us to enjoy. Trees, flowers, and bushes brighten the landscape. I have watched this view change from season to season, and never tire of its beauty. Even though at times I get tired of living life mostly from my living room, how safe and cozy I feel in my sanctuary. I am blessed.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Saturday's Scribbles

Ahhh, another beautiful day in the heartland of the USA. The sun is shining, the humdity has dropped to a tolerable level, and July in the midwest has all the flowers showing off. The corn is high in the fields, and the farmers markets are blessing us "city folk" with an abundance of early lettuce, a few green beans and other veggies, and homemade goodies. Joel stopped yesterday and picked up some fresh cucumbers, lettuce, and green beans. Yum!

I would love to have a garden and grow squash, green beans, tomatos, and herbs. Where we live it would be "frowned upon". We live in an "association" and even though it is called Asbury Farm they don't REALLY want you to have a farmyard. So many rules, so silly.

Joel just went out on what we call "poop patrol" ~ picking up dog do-do in the yard before the boy we hired to mow comes by. He had quite a few sticks to pick up after Friday's early morning storms. It saddens me to see him so wobbly and weak in the knees as he slowly walks around the yard. I keep telling him, he will get better. His strength will come back..I think I say it for myself as much as for him but I do believe it. God keeps assuring us of that with Isa. 40:28-31 coming up over and over again.

The havoc the H Pylori treatment raised is passing except for an unhappy liver. The yeast die off ceased to be challenging after three days...just as the NAET practitioner said.

Today is our grandson, N.'s, birthday party. He is 7 now and his dad is having a party for him at their church. Just saying that sentence gives me such joy. Our second son went through drug addiction, and then alcoholism for several years. We often worried for his well being. And then 18 mo. ago he went into a Christian treatment program. He is clean and sober, AND his faith has deepened and strengthened in such a way that Joel and I are often lifting up prayers of awesome thanksgiving. He is healthy ~ having a party for his son...in HIS church. This is big. Sadly, neither Joel or I can travel to be there to see this milestone and celebrate with little N. Sometimes life is not fair.

My husband has made a promise to me. No more roof walking. On his 63rd birthday I went into the bedroom next to mine and the screen was off the window. As I walked up to the window I saw Joel walking on the roof, bending down and cleaning junk out of the eves. Okay, this is NOT cool. I quietly asked him to please come inside...he did and then I reminded him that he has balance problems! He told me he forgot....so I made him promise right then and there to stay off of the roofs. I will work on the high ladders part later. AND this week we had the "gutter man" come and put gutter guards on the whole house so there will not be a need to clean out the gutters at 10 at night on a high ladder with a flashlight (I am not kidding!) nor to do any roof climbing.

Speaking of age, in my 20's I felt like I had so much to learn....by my late 30's and 40's I thought I knew it all.....in my 50's I felt pretty content with what I knew! Now as I begin my 60's I am grateful to still be here, eager to soak up all the learning the world has to offer, and looking foward to Joel's retirement. Back to feeling like I have so much to learn and so little time.

Thinking about the "so much and so little idea"...that is how I have felt about books my whole life. So many books to read...so little time to read them all! I am so thankful I enjoy reading. As a child I like Trixie Belden and Nancy Drew mysteries....and of course the Betsy-Tacy books.As an adult I still enjoy mysteries and can get hooked on self help books. Now I am very choosy about the non fiction I read. I like missionary stories, books about helping others, and those that help me learn to accept life and be content. I used to keep all my books in pristine condition until I realized what I really wanted to do was underline and circle, and fold down pages of what I felt was important to remember. Joel uses markers to color code what he wants to remember in his books. A good old fashioned pencil is my favorite tool. It does help when you want to go back and find something. I am usually reading 2-3 at a time. A fiction book, and one or two nonfiction. Books are my "vice" ~ not a bad one to have. "Some of my best friends are books".

Off to eat lunch. A fresh salad with olive oil dressing and rice pasta with a bit of ground turkey and broccli in it. Good nourishment for my body to go along with a good book that nourishes my soul.
I am going to post a photo of our little porch Joel built, that gives us such pleasure. It is nice enough to have windows open and I can hear the chimes when the wind moves them. Joel spent alot of time out their this morning. It is a good place to be.

17 comments:

Kara said...

Thanks for such an uplifting entry. LOVE the porch photos. Those chairs look so inviting and comfy. Glad the candida is back under control and you're getting back to feeling "normal." And, yes, probably should keep Joel's feet on the ground! Hope he is feeling more stable soon. We celebrated our daughter's 10th birthday today. She had a great time at the party. You'll have to stop by our blog to see photos. They should be posted on Sunday. Have a peaceful day!

Lisa Buffaloe said...

Loved looking at your pictures and getting more glimpses of your life. I am praying for you and Joel. Take good care of yourselves.

Gentle, healing hugs,

Lisa

Shelli said...

When my sister read my post about gardening, she suggested I look into "square foot gardening." It's a technique that's been around for some time, but I had never heard of it! I think I may give it a try next year.

I hope you continue to heal! Your salad sounds delicious!

Laurel said...

I enjoy reading your blog entries, Renee. Love the porch photos -- looks so relaxing! Glad your son is doing better -- you must be both relieved and proud. And happy birthday to your grandson!

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Jennifer said...

I got your draft on Praying for Lymies ... I will work on it and email you regarding the post. :D

Renee said...

You are welcome kara. Glad you enjoyed the photos of our front porch. I'll stop by and look at the photos. Thanks for all your encouragement and shared information. A blessing.

Renee said...

Thanks for the prayers Lisa...right back to you.

Renee said...

I like the idea of square gardening..I know others have put veggies in pots on their decks, etc.

Renee said...

Glad you enjoy my posts, Laurel. Yes we are very proud of our son. he is managing some big challenges.

Renee said...

Thanks Jennifer!

Sue Jackson said...

Hi, Renee -

I'm (still!) catching up on blogs after my vacation - it took me a week to get up to the R's!

What a lovely post, full of summertime imagery. I also love the fresh produce of summer and wish I could have a garden, but it's just too much work. We spent all weekend just trying to clean up what we already have in our yard (it's a bit jungle-like at the moment). Besides, to have a veggie garden we'd need a BIG fence and underground protection, too - lots of deer, groundhogs, and rabbits in our yard. I've had to settle for a few pots of herbs on the deck.

And I loved Trixie Belden books when I was a kid!!

Hope you and Joel are well.

Sue

Renee K said...

Renee

Can you talk to my husband about the roof thing too?
Same as yours, always up there with the gutters, spring, summer and fall

He is healthy but one misstep off a second story roof wouldn't be good

Looking into the gutter toppers too, sounds like a great idea

Glad the yeast die off has settled down for you.

Jozephine said...

My own father came back from the living death of alcoholism and it was a miracle to see. Addiction takes so many people down with it, not just the addicted person. When someone recovers like that it touches so many lives. I'm so happy for you.

Renee said...

Hi Sue
I think next year I am going to grow a few herbs in pots on our back deck...like basil for pesto sauce.
Yes, Trixie books were great fun wern't they.

Renee said...

Hi Renee K
I do think it is some kind of "man" thing. Joel has been climbing since I can remember and a fall off the roof in the 80's resulting in a fractured hip did nothing to change that!

Renee said...

Hi Lisa
Thanks for your continued prayers. Sending them back to you.